I have been carrying the weight of my past
It’s embedded in my thighs
Trapped around my waist
Causing the early aging on my face
It’s the pain of the past curled in a fist full of candy
Comforted by those unneeded carbohydrates
Leaving me feeling guilty and unloved
It’s cramming down the fears
Feeding my despair attempting to avoid my internal dissatisfaction
One piece at a time
I’ve been stuffing my pain in the late of nights and in the hard winters
Punishing my body for personal failures
Fighting the urges to give into empty cravings
Mindless consumption
Telling myself I can do better tomorrow but tomorrow never comes
So I stash and hide my secret addiction
Thinking that having it close will reduce the desire
Instead it only fuels the need to self-sabotage
Keep me unhealthy
It’s not the food I’m eating
It’s the stress, left over pain,
a broken heart and unresolved emotions cloaked in food
One more chip of sorrow
A slice of self-pity and unconscious binge
Only to end with “damn not again” .......Continue........New Book Coming Soon
I’m a motivational speaker and workshop facilitator. My workshops are a product of my creative skills as well as passion for human expansion and growth. Each workshop is designed to awaken the soul's passions and purpose. Individuals are given an opportunity to discover themselves through group discussions, introspective writing assessments and interactive activities
Poetry is the extension of my soul’s emotions spilling into my pen's ink and spreading across the pages of my world. Each poem represents the expression of a moment described in words and phrases. I use my poetry to heal and communicate what my heart is yearning to articulate.
Soul of Mahogany was designed to inspire and uplift. Its the expression of my soul through poetry and affirmations. Whether my voice comes through print or spoken word, my purpose is to shift the consciousness of those lives I impact. Speaking Engagement opportunities.
My story is influenced by the stories of others. My experienced in living through the pages.
Soul of Mahogany are raw emotions. Verbally expressed immortalized in poetry